I feel so lonely today.

I told myself that I wouldn't tell him the bad stuff anymore,
I don't know why. Maybe it's the weather.
that he can't handle it, but I need to tell someone.
It's not like the other day anymore. I still remember those happy things,
I can't put it anywhere someone can see. I guess it's here because somehow
but all the bad things keep running through my mind today.
i still hope he will see and tell me that it's okay.
It's probably the weather.
I can't forget what he said to me; I wonder if he really meant it.